Friday, September 18, 2009

Wordy Entry

I had had freakin rough months. September especially, a tiresome month emotionally and physically. I had enough of smiling at people, just so it'll please you. I may be brazen and loud, but I am still HUMAN. To you lately, I may seem cheerful that's because I have my own baggage and my own way of dealing them. Please dont trample over my garden of peace.

I am currently pissed. I was cheerful for the briefest shortest amount of time. Why must you ruined my day? Even if anyone else ruined my mood, I can just eat/complain/sleep it away. WHY MUST IT BE THE PERSON I TRUST MOST who hurt me the most? Simple gesture, simple action... Hurted me so deep. Let me curl up and moan my sad guillible self. At least pixies are still real.