Panties At Work

Today I had to design for kids' panties for merchandising for one of my company's more well known show. It was hilarious with the way everyone react to it. Heh heh.

Family wise, we're all supportive. Don't worry ma, its REALLY nothing. Tried to be more useful at home, but am still reaching home late. Instead, i focus on trying to teach my brother about his homework. I still got the brains in the family... D'oh!

Tried baking a cake for tomorrow's farewell cum july's birthday babies office party, big mistake. I was so tired when i reached home at around 8.30pm today that I smack went to bake the cake, forgetting that the amount I am Baking is for FOUR people only. (family size, thats how much we bake for ourselves). Then when baking in the oven, i went to snooze. Big Mistake numero two. Its partly burnt, pretty flat, totally not presentable. So i chopped it up and soo gonna make my friendlier colleagues to gobble it down.

I am so mean.

Maybe I can add some posion to posion somone... Heh heh heh.

Ps. This Post is 90% truth, 10% wishing.

Anger Mangement Issues

Bleh, such a horrible day.

Recalled something that makes me feel better yesterday. Sensei Kenji says something wise to me yesterday; " you cant get up if you didnt fall down completely".

I dont have anger management issues. ARGH.

Basically because I don't even have anger management. Bleh.

Tomorrow going to hospital with mah mama, worried like shit. sketching really incoherent stuff. Bleh.

The Emo Job Entry II

SCREAMS! ROAR! WEEP! (like a real man! yeah!)

Today was another horrible day at work. Horrible. And humiliating. I sought for divine help from the shrine shaped like a seat and a bowl at the same time. After sitting on it in solitude for half an hour, i wiped my tears away, went back to my seat, and weep again. Pathetic. But something to be said about me, I tend to draw better, paint better (or at least faster) when i am furious. Anyhoo, here's an update on my latest (and lately only) painting.


And a little clipping of something i like to call "MSN Art". Symbolise something I really feel; about a game? about life on the whole? or about my day at work today which really sucked, and really really pissed me off? Thanks for nothing, Mr B.


Cheerios

The Emo Job Entry

I sat in the darkness, brooding. First because I'm hungry and thus secondly, I've no energy to walk to turn on the lights. Feed me!

Today had been an eventful day in the sense that I feel that alot of events are going on at the same time. Basically Mr B. thrust another daunting task/tasks (i lost count how much i have on me) onto me. Believing (in a very very unfortunate mistaken identity case) that I'm Multi-Task Girl!

Miss K states that I'm very negative and my msn nicknames reflects that. Weeellll..... Guess what kids! Bambi's mum died! And Santa Claus does not exist! Tooth fairies are not real and neither is Get Rich Quick Genie, and oh gods, excuse me a moment, got something in my eyes....

I hate multi tasking. Simply because when the computer crashes on you, all the windows you had open on ye old faithful iMac vanishes into oblivion and you're left wondering did you complete that transfer, did you save that work, did your renaming works, did you manage to clear the excess files in time or did you submit the files in time? And the answer is always NO. Because Fate loves me more than Luck does. 

I tried to clear whatever work I have, I really tried but its like I can't... Then they blame you. When you can, they pat you on the pat and say... "Ain't that easy?" Hell, no! Like, helllooo? 

See my point is, I'm not negative, its just that negative things tend to happen to me. I believe that I'm very much positive which explains why negative stuff tends to get attracted to me.

I voiced out to my colleagues that I didnt like to do a particular project and I'll feel stressful when working on it. Of COurse I'll be picked to do the project. Its like expected, Fated. Everything possible will go against me.

"Er...Mr B is the best!"

Oh wells, I've a couple of ideas in me that's brewing. Once the beer is done, I'll serve it chilled in mugs for everyone!

New Outlook in Life

"I'm alive~!" I roared as i type and update my long deceased blog.

Alot of updates to update my friends who couldn't contact me because i didn't pickup their calls my phone has been quirky.

Lo and behold! I've switched job since I've last blogged, deciding that my colleagues ain't that hot and all and besides, that bloody company didn't even pay me.

So in the last 11 months, I've been working as a PRODUCTION COORDINATOR, though my boss says its Production Manager now. I highly suspect Mr B. does it to pacify my overwhelming complains of over working. I am still overworking.

Highest accomplishment is that I've exposure to Voice Recording, Animation checking, Model Pack checking, Tracking scenes and Marketing... etc etc...

So to make myself feel better, I'll be doing up my own personal projects and pretending everyone likes them.

To make it a point, I've broken up with the one true love of my life, and like everyone who had placed their feelings in their relationship, it bloody hurts. Its been nearing 4 months, yet I still weep when I remember about MOTL (my one true love). My colleagues were like, "why you dope-headed Yunda, just forget it already! MOTL doesn't want you back at all, so let it go!". Truth is I've let go and I know the limits. Its over means its over! I've been hurt as much as I've hurt MOTL. But sometimes, emotions are weird. I've not really smile since that fateful day. So Basically I'm an emo-wreck. Then my friend told me to write instead of emo-ing to begin walking again. So I'll be like Johnny, that guy who keeps walking... Johnny Walker i think... Someone famous, heard his name around Pubs alot.

Anywayz, I've an upcoming project for people to comment on if anyone actually does visit this blog at all. Will update later.

Remember... this blog is 95% fiction, 2% fabrication of reality and 3% real. <--- which does this line belongs to?