Yesterday was awesome... Its so awesome, I can only put it down in Point forms.
-walked around in Golden Mask, with Cat Ears and Tails in Raffles City with A Bunny Striper (Sorry KKYZ, but it does look like a striper more than a waiter!) and Ip Man. (who can't speak a proper sentence of chinese...Irony!)
-Got stares.
-3 Amigos met up with Shredder (Hojyn) and cont'd walking around City Link (searching for last minute presents).
-Bloody Shredder got Cute Girls running up to him and asking to take photo with him. Alone.
-Realise Singapore is quite sad indeed, what with us being the only group dressed up on Halloween.
-Met another group! (About 5 people)
-Met ANOTHER group! (Took a photo as the kid has neko ears like mine!)
-Met up with friends, finally!
-Jaw dropped as their costumes are all so AWESOME!
-We got
MJ (birthday boy),
Joker,
Witch (Girlfriend of Bruce Lee, we're not implying anything...),
Bruce Lee,
Ip Man (see what happens?),
Polar Bear (Birthday Girl),
Another Neko (but our cat outfits are vastly different, thank you gods!),
Biker Fallen Angel (who really really really looks very cool indeed as Zoro! Now demanding the photo taken with him from mysterious person who took it. Sad to say, I dont remember who took it...),
Surgeon,
Nobody-Loves-Me EmoKid (who tried dying again when I profess love to him),
Bunny Striper (who doesn't strip, but reads your palm instead),
3 Harry Potters (i guess he finally learnt a new spell eh?),
Shredder,
Scream,
Nerd Boy,
Devil (Girlfriend of Nerd Boy),
And... Humans (those who didn't dress up)...
-Party was wild (remember kids, we're already crazy on our own, when we group together, its like giving never-blunting pen knife to a emokid, we slashes our pride away and become entertainment for the night, and then regain pride of being THE entertainment for the night.)
-Then went home in a Cab around 2-3am in the morning, realises I can't see properly with my left eye, my contact lenses for my left eye is missing. And my left eye is hurting like hell. Can't see the contacts... In pain... And when I found the source of the pain and pushed the contacts out of my left eye, I was near to tears... Thus went straight to sobbing on Surgeon's left shoulder as he was unfortunately sitting next to me. Thus taking the virginity of his left shoulder. For those who are interested, his right shoulder virginity was taken by Nobody-Loves-Me Emokid who rested his armpit on it that very same cab ride. Embrassing really, once I realised that i was crying infront of them. Nearly jumped straight up and looked out of the window, pretending nothing happened. Sorry Surgeon!
Thus concluding that... I can't wait for the army friends to ORD, so we can hang out more often and not worry about being arrowed duty any more! I'm with you guys! ORD ORD ORD!
(on a side note: I have really grown fat and ugly. That and all the ladies at the party are GORGEOUS! How they all have changed! GORGEOUS i tell you, GORGEOUS!)
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Friday, October 23, 2009
Growing Up.
We're all bound to.
But I wish we don't have to.
Knowing that you have a desire for one thing but giving it up to preserve someone else's desires, that's growing up. If you keep fighting, you know both parties will get hurt. So you let go first. That's why you let go.
I hope that there's someone who understands what the hell I mean.
I... find smiling more and more difficult to come to me naturally. I started thinking of smiling then I smile at work and home. However I don't feel sad or depressed. Just a very resigned feeling and contentment.
Ps. I wish to work at Google. I heard that their workplace is the BEST!
But I wish we don't have to.
Knowing that you have a desire for one thing but giving it up to preserve someone else's desires, that's growing up. If you keep fighting, you know both parties will get hurt. So you let go first. That's why you let go.
I hope that there's someone who understands what the hell I mean.
I... find smiling more and more difficult to come to me naturally. I started thinking of smiling then I smile at work and home. However I don't feel sad or depressed. Just a very resigned feeling and contentment.
Ps. I wish to work at Google. I heard that their workplace is the BEST!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
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Yunda @ Request
Hi y'all!
Yes, at a special request from KKYZ, i decided to blog about something.
Taiyaki is nice to eat.
Its pretty much nothing drama-mama happening in my life right now. Nothing interesting anywayz.
But to update, here's a summary...
September And October Updates!
(In Order)
I went to DesmondWoot's 21 Bday party... I realised I am different from the other similar gender homosapiens there. I am more like a guy there than a girl... Male friends consoled me by saying that I play Guitar Hero which makes me awesome (though obviously not attractive in the other way) though at best, I can only score 78% in EASY mode.
I gathered the courage to buy a gift and handwrapped it painstakenly for the guy I am fond of. He... didn't show much emotional except for "thanks!". For the whole day, disappointment ran a 8-wheeler across my hearttracks on a 24hr race.
At work, I sort of "quarrelled" with this particular colleague of mine. Let's call him South Park Guy. He wrote something offensive to me and cc-ed everyone in the office. I nicely emailed him back the points i disagree with him, without cc-ing anyone, just him alone. Then he confronted me by yelling at me in the office. I was like: "What the shazzer are you yelling at ME for?"
Following day SPG tried to be nice to me. I'm guessing he's trying to be nice to make it up for the mis-communication. And SH*T, I was afraid of him being so nice. I tried talking to GIL (Guy I Like) about it, and GIL was saying that I cooking up politics in the office. Hurted that he have such an impression of me, I was silent the rest of the month)
Weird... by the end of the day, i was almost crying and upon meeting up with kkyz, cried out: "WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS?!"
Then kkyz and I went to meet up with a ex-colleague at Acid Bar, she's celebrating her last day at work (though I am the only one from office to turn up for that event) with her friends. Another friend of hers frenched her infront of us. Its a woman. The guys were like : "HOLYOHMYGODDIDYOUSEETHATIGOTTOTWITTERABOUTIT" and I was like: "Woah. It looks like any other normal couple kissing. Meh."
Then I let slipped that my pay is slightly different from my colleagues. It came back to bite my ass. I learnt things about myself that I wished I didn't. One of my friends was too honest and told me what others think of me. I tried to change though, but it does not feel like its me anymore, and I ended up even more confused until I realised the problem. Simply said, I am (in others' eyes)...
A. Always comparing myself to others, and the verdict will always be that I am more pitiful.
B. Very attention-seeking
C. Complained to much
Ahhh.... I said too much.
And worst... Lately I keep having the feelings that my colleagues hate me. Two in particular... Weird... But am gonna ignore it.
Basically I am just thinking along this line for life now.
We all live different lives, who are we to judge others when others do not judge you? Since you started judging me, I can safely say that you are to be judged as well, and who is to say you do not have any bad points? And frankly, I REGRET TALKING BAD ABOUT SOME PEOPLE. Ends up they are better that others. And I feel the guilt. And people whom I trust them fully, are the ones who rips your heart out for dinner, then have your guts for the vultures and dogs. I will therefore, not comment anymore negative things about anyone else besides myself, as I only have the authority to judge myself and myself alone. If you are not happy with it, sod off.
On a happy note. I really am happier lately.
Yes, at a special request from KKYZ, i decided to blog about something.
Taiyaki is nice to eat.
Its pretty much nothing drama-mama happening in my life right now. Nothing interesting anywayz.
But to update, here's a summary...
September And October Updates!
(In Order)
I went to DesmondWoot's 21 Bday party... I realised I am different from the other similar gender homosapiens there. I am more like a guy there than a girl... Male friends consoled me by saying that I play Guitar Hero which makes me awesome (though obviously not attractive in the other way) though at best, I can only score 78% in EASY mode.
I gathered the courage to buy a gift and handwrapped it painstakenly for the guy I am fond of. He... didn't show much emotional except for "thanks!". For the whole day, disappointment ran a 8-wheeler across my hearttracks on a 24hr race.
At work, I sort of "quarrelled" with this particular colleague of mine. Let's call him South Park Guy. He wrote something offensive to me and cc-ed everyone in the office. I nicely emailed him back the points i disagree with him, without cc-ing anyone, just him alone. Then he confronted me by yelling at me in the office. I was like: "What the shazzer are you yelling at ME for?"
Following day SPG tried to be nice to me. I'm guessing he's trying to be nice to make it up for the mis-communication. And SH*T, I was afraid of him being so nice. I tried talking to GIL (Guy I Like) about it, and GIL was saying that I cooking up politics in the office. Hurted that he have such an impression of me, I was silent the rest of the month)
Weird... by the end of the day, i was almost crying and upon meeting up with kkyz, cried out: "WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS?!"
Then kkyz and I went to meet up with a ex-colleague at Acid Bar, she's celebrating her last day at work (though I am the only one from office to turn up for that event) with her friends. Another friend of hers frenched her infront of us. Its a woman. The guys were like : "HOLYOHMYGODDIDYOUSEETHATIGOTTOTWITTERABOUTIT" and I was like: "Woah. It looks like any other normal couple kissing. Meh."
Then I let slipped that my pay is slightly different from my colleagues. It came back to bite my ass. I learnt things about myself that I wished I didn't. One of my friends was too honest and told me what others think of me. I tried to change though, but it does not feel like its me anymore, and I ended up even more confused until I realised the problem. Simply said, I am (in others' eyes)...
A. Always comparing myself to others, and the verdict will always be that I am more pitiful.
B. Very attention-seeking
C. Complained to much
Ahhh.... I said too much.
And worst... Lately I keep having the feelings that my colleagues hate me. Two in particular... Weird... But am gonna ignore it.
Basically I am just thinking along this line for life now.
We all live different lives, who are we to judge others when others do not judge you? Since you started judging me, I can safely say that you are to be judged as well, and who is to say you do not have any bad points? And frankly, I REGRET TALKING BAD ABOUT SOME PEOPLE. Ends up they are better that others. And I feel the guilt. And people whom I trust them fully, are the ones who rips your heart out for dinner, then have your guts for the vultures and dogs. I will therefore, not comment anymore negative things about anyone else besides myself, as I only have the authority to judge myself and myself alone. If you are not happy with it, sod off.
On a happy note. I really am happier lately.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Wordy Entry
I had had freakin rough months. September especially, a tiresome month emotionally and physically. I had enough of smiling at people, just so it'll please you. I may be brazen and loud, but I am still HUMAN. To you lately, I may seem cheerful that's because I have my own baggage and my own way of dealing them. Please dont trample over my garden of peace.
I am currently pissed. I was cheerful for the briefest shortest amount of time. Why must you ruined my day? Even if anyone else ruined my mood, I can just eat/complain/sleep it away. WHY MUST IT BE THE PERSON I TRUST MOST who hurt me the most? Simple gesture, simple action... Hurted me so deep. Let me curl up and moan my sad guillible self. At least pixies are still real.
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