Didn't notice before.

Mika is increbibly sexy. 'Nuff said.

Wondering Thoughts At 3am

Can't sleep.

stressed about work.

stressed about life.

stressed about family.

At a bus stop of my life.

Wondering where I am heading.

Wondering what I am doing is correct.

And still single.

I feel so alone.

A Commitment

So Kkyz and I were out shopping for my budget makeover (I wanted something to do, hence we came up to this conclusion) and the result was that I bought nothing at all, while Kkyz bought a very smart looking vest.

Here's the catch, because of the vest, we came to a "commitment". Within 2 months, we shall lose weight and reach our objectives. (Individually different). For me, its to lose 5 kg, and maintain it.

Dateline is set for 13th May 2010. Exactly two months from now.

And here's the penalty. If I win, which means Kkyz didn't reach his goal and I reached mine... I get a trenchcoat of my choice. And if Kkyz wins, and I didn't reach my goal, i will be getting him a blazer to match the vest. Its highly unlikely that neither of us will win as we're both very determined about this. (The cost of the clothings are sky-high!)

Attached is the prizes which we have our eyes on.

ooooooohhhh, this is gonna be fun!

May Trenchcoat, you're so mine!

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Volunteering

I volunteered.

Something I had been wanting to do for the longest time. Waiting for the reply.
check it out at http://www.animalloversleague.com/

:D One step in the right direction. A nice end to a horrid day at work.


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Story Telling: Unconditional Love & Care

Characters in love novels and movies are always talking about unconditional love. And their love is like a fairy tale. All lovely and pure. Tell me where to find love like that.

Let me tell a version of love and care. That is unconditional.

A 5o year old man was lying on the hospital bed, drowsy from the medication. An equally old lady was leaning over the bed, she herself recovering from cancer. Her head was drooping from tireness, her hands resting on the sides of the bed. But once the man stirred, the lady was wide-awake, her eyes bright with alertness, her smile warm. And the man, was reassuring the lady that he was perfectly fine and though pain was apparently clear on his face during his drowsy sleep. And the lady, knowing all these, just smile warmly, leaned over and held his hand. No words passed through them, but the silence was enough.

It made me look away as the feelings between them were just beyond whatever I had experienced. Life was never good. Quarrels were aplenty, problems creased the foreheads many a nights. But even with the inabililty to settle the upcoming bills, in that moment, to learn that each other is fine, the love between them was overwhelming.

Another story on unconditional care/love.
My dad was just discharged from the hospital, and my mum and I were fetching him home. Suddenly, my groggy Dad just pointed at my shoes and shouted, "Why are you wearing those shoes! They pinch your feet and they are spoilt! Come, let's go and help you get some running shoes."

I cried when I got home. I was so touched.

But the shoes were sold out.


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