Hobbling Hope

It's been so long, yet one can hope.

And because it's been so long, it hit me unexpectedly.

My legs gave way in public yesterday.
While the pain in one leg is excruciating, it's the emotional shock that is unbearable. I had to restrain myself from crying while I hobble along... while polite people try their best not to stare. It's not a big commotion like fainting or something similar. But hobbling still draws non-stares.

I know I should consult a doctor now that it's back. But I'm scared of the results. Without a definite result, one can hope that it'll go away with healthier diets and healthier lifestyle. And besides, one's willpower and faith can do amazing things at times.

I'm not in denial. I just don't see the point in being told once more that there's nothing I can do.

:)

Sorry for the Long Hiatus

Might come back soon!

Feeling Down

I'm going to stop blogging for a few days. Just till I got something happier to blog about. :)

Cheers.

Hold on!

Is that your phone or mine?

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O_O

I got attacked by a banshee on my way home.

She had long dark hair, beggar looking clothes and a screech that makes you want to punch her in reflex. It's so shrill.

She ran pass me, turned around and shrilled at the top of her voice or at least at the peak of my audio capability. And then she took off.

My reflexes were to tense my body and raise my arms to choke her. My brain told me those are the "latest" teenager clothes. I mean, come on, how short can your shorts be, before they are considered as denim underwear? And do they HAVE to be torn? She looks like she've been dragged across fields as part of some medieval punishments!


As I recovered from that adrenaline rush, I realized...

I almost attacked a female teenager.

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