Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Leaving! On a bus coach!
Going on a short trip to Malaysia. Plagued by a sudden onset of coughs. But I think I'll be fine just before I enter the coach. Woohoo!
Monday, April 09, 2012
Hobbling Hope
It's been so long, yet one can hope.
And because it's been so long, it hit me unexpectedly.
My legs gave way in public yesterday.
While the pain in one leg is excruciating, it's the emotional shock that is unbearable. I had to restrain myself from crying while I hobble along... while polite people try their best not to stare. It's not a big commotion like fainting or something similar. But hobbling still draws non-stares.
I know I should consult a doctor now that it's back. But I'm scared of the results. Without a definite result, one can hope that it'll go away with healthier diets and healthier lifestyle. And besides, one's willpower and faith can do amazing things at times.
I'm not in denial. I just don't see the point in being told once more that there's nothing I can do.
:)
And because it's been so long, it hit me unexpectedly.
My legs gave way in public yesterday.
While the pain in one leg is excruciating, it's the emotional shock that is unbearable. I had to restrain myself from crying while I hobble along... while polite people try their best not to stare. It's not a big commotion like fainting or something similar. But hobbling still draws non-stares.
I know I should consult a doctor now that it's back. But I'm scared of the results. Without a definite result, one can hope that it'll go away with healthier diets and healthier lifestyle. And besides, one's willpower and faith can do amazing things at times.
I'm not in denial. I just don't see the point in being told once more that there's nothing I can do.
:)
Thursday, March 08, 2012
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Feeling Down
I'm going to stop blogging for a few days. Just till I got something happier to blog about. :)
Cheers.
Cheers.
Monday, September 12, 2011
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