The Emo Job Entry

I sat in the darkness, brooding. First because I'm hungry and thus secondly, I've no energy to walk to turn on the lights. Feed me!

Today had been an eventful day in the sense that I feel that alot of events are going on at the same time. Basically Mr B. thrust another daunting task/tasks (i lost count how much i have on me) onto me. Believing (in a very very unfortunate mistaken identity case) that I'm Multi-Task Girl!

Miss K states that I'm very negative and my msn nicknames reflects that. Weeellll..... Guess what kids! Bambi's mum died! And Santa Claus does not exist! Tooth fairies are not real and neither is Get Rich Quick Genie, and oh gods, excuse me a moment, got something in my eyes....

I hate multi tasking. Simply because when the computer crashes on you, all the windows you had open on ye old faithful iMac vanishes into oblivion and you're left wondering did you complete that transfer, did you save that work, did your renaming works, did you manage to clear the excess files in time or did you submit the files in time? And the answer is always NO. Because Fate loves me more than Luck does. 

I tried to clear whatever work I have, I really tried but its like I can't... Then they blame you. When you can, they pat you on the pat and say... "Ain't that easy?" Hell, no! Like, helllooo? 

See my point is, I'm not negative, its just that negative things tend to happen to me. I believe that I'm very much positive which explains why negative stuff tends to get attracted to me.

I voiced out to my colleagues that I didnt like to do a particular project and I'll feel stressful when working on it. Of COurse I'll be picked to do the project. Its like expected, Fated. Everything possible will go against me.

"Er...Mr B is the best!"

Oh wells, I've a couple of ideas in me that's brewing. Once the beer is done, I'll serve it chilled in mugs for everyone!

New Outlook in Life

"I'm alive~!" I roared as i type and update my long deceased blog.

Alot of updates to update my friends who couldn't contact me because i didn't pickup their calls my phone has been quirky.

Lo and behold! I've switched job since I've last blogged, deciding that my colleagues ain't that hot and all and besides, that bloody company didn't even pay me.

So in the last 11 months, I've been working as a PRODUCTION COORDINATOR, though my boss says its Production Manager now. I highly suspect Mr B. does it to pacify my overwhelming complains of over working. I am still overworking.

Highest accomplishment is that I've exposure to Voice Recording, Animation checking, Model Pack checking, Tracking scenes and Marketing... etc etc...

So to make myself feel better, I'll be doing up my own personal projects and pretending everyone likes them.

To make it a point, I've broken up with the one true love of my life, and like everyone who had placed their feelings in their relationship, it bloody hurts. Its been nearing 4 months, yet I still weep when I remember about MOTL (my one true love). My colleagues were like, "why you dope-headed Yunda, just forget it already! MOTL doesn't want you back at all, so let it go!". Truth is I've let go and I know the limits. Its over means its over! I've been hurt as much as I've hurt MOTL. But sometimes, emotions are weird. I've not really smile since that fateful day. So Basically I'm an emo-wreck. Then my friend told me to write instead of emo-ing to begin walking again. So I'll be like Johnny, that guy who keeps walking... Johnny Walker i think... Someone famous, heard his name around Pubs alot.

Anywayz, I've an upcoming project for people to comment on if anyone actually does visit this blog at all. Will update later.

Remember... this blog is 95% fiction, 2% fabrication of reality and 3% real. <--- which does this line belongs to?