April Is Coming!

Unfortunately, Shan is very annoyed by the fact that my Ladies have big boobs. All I can say is... Hey! I can do that to my drawings since.... NEVER MIND!

Work's been pretty busy lately. But its very very enjoyable. And that my boss, colleagues and I are becoming more and more like a family (albeit very strange relatives).

Ballet is BRILLiANT! Anthony said I've a bad habit of sticking out my butt. Whoops. I can't help that, as in R.Gym, we had to stick out that butt. Different genre of dance, different placement and posture! Still, I'm very very eager to attend Ballet each week. And Anthony is holding another class on Saturday for us too! Of course we'll have to pay for those lessons too. I guess its time to go on diet to save money AND lose weight for Ballet! <3 <3

Hope your week ahead will be fruitful and enjoyable too!

Oh look...

... at what I am up to. So here's turning into a more ranting, wordy blog. I'll be putting my more finalized works here. But check out my daily sketches at http://3pm6pm.blogspot.com/!

See you there!

Caffeine

Its been awhile since I've stayed up so late for such prolong timings that when I was at work, I was answering people's questions ASLEEP. My eyes were closed, my head on my table, my mouth answering coherently. I'm amazing that way.

So I sleepily went to make myself coffee, since work isn't going to let me rest. Not even 5 minutes pass that someone called me on skype, msn, email or phone. Well, then again, I shouldn't be feeling sleepy at 3pm smack in the middle of the afternoon. I sleepily scoop out 3 spoonfuls of coffee powder, 2 heaps of sugar and poured half a glass of hot water. I drank it all in one shot, while trying to talk Shan on MSN to keep me from typing "@$#$^%@!#$!" on emails because I was too tired to see what I'm typing anymore.

Bad move. 3 spoonfuls of coffee powder was an understatement. In truth, I actually had the container tilted to the cup and I was just SHOVING the powder out 3 times. Sleepiness impaired my better senses and 1 hour later, I was High. Multi-tasking like an intelligent octopus, and totally chirpy.

9 hours later, I'm feeling the back lash of sudden forced caffeine-induced high. The tireness is terrible. My stomach is groaning, my body screaming, and my brain feels like a lump of rotted meat in my skull.

BUT I CANT SLEEP.

The feeling was so awesome, I think I'll do it again tomorrow, because right now, I feel totally rotten.

Volonté (Willpower)

Melancholy March

2011 March Artwork

Sometimes...I would stare at people complaining and complaining and stuck in self-pity when certain things are really within their reach if they had just made the effort to reach out and take it. And I walk away.

Sometimes, its about how hard you want it. There might be certain things that we're never able to get. Different restrictions for different people. But in all honesty, if you want something badly, you'll do almost everything to get it. And if you couldn't, you would still feel the strong belief that you tried your best. And then you bitch-slap your self-pity and TRY AGAIN. And when you are trying your best, you'll never complain. Because you know you're moving towards your goal. What you're doing during the journey is needed to get there.

Simply because, what is stopping you from trying again? It really boils down to how badly you want it.